Grief

decades

I ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ… ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʟɪғᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ. ʟᴏᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ. ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɪ ᴀᴍ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪs ᴀᴍ ɪ-ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏ ɪ’ʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ 💟 sᴇɴᴅ sᴜɴsʜɪɴᴇ ɪs ᴀɴ ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ, ᴀ ᴍᴏᴠᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ғᴀʟʟ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅɴᴇss ʀᴇɪɢɴs ᴋɪɴɢ & ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴠᴀɪʟs ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢs—ɪ…

sacrifice

may peace fill you, worthy of a greatness beyond

abandoned

if i were to look at my story, i fear i may close my eyes.

in the desire to embrace every moment,

i do nothing but slide behind.

i ache toward betterment,

for you, for me.

sorry is not an apology.

sorry.

is.

fright.

blind.

forgiven

may we pray 4 voices lost, innocents, innocence, 4 those brave, stained, shamed…may we pray 4 the forgiven & weep thanks 4 those who forgave.

destiny…i have seen

i have seen destiny and it looks gloriously like you-& when we weep who is it we weep for?

those who travel beyond?

or what we should have been?

could have been. should be.

i love you.

pathetic,

minuscule, are words.

inked

#SendSunshine…never fade…#SusnhineSent

#grief

#SendSunshine…until your last breath i never had felt real pain…#SunshineSent

#invisible

#SendSunshine…he told me I was beautiful and I believed him…#SunshineSent

Heaven’s Breath

#SendSunshine…i must cherish this day for one too soon-although blessed-we will be holding hands…#SunshineSent

& i wait

#SendSunshine…never was there a greater kind of love…#SunshineSent